a hot mess

this has seemed like a long week to me and maybe that si because i know i will be getting some time off in a week.  in any case i was so so glad that it was friday.  i got to work and noticed that it was feeling kind of warm.  i went outside to do [...]

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end of the week

a few days ago i had started a post about laziness and how i think it is linked to negativity or maybe the other way around but i didn’t have a chance to finish it.  so i will attempt a summary of it now.  basically last week my name should have been lazy because i [...]

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work is over…weekend is here

so i am trusted at work and i like that.  i like that my input matters and that my manager knows that i am not playing games or blowing smoke up her ass…but sometimes it sucks.  i was covering someone’s vacation so was working in a different place with different people.  shit went down that [...]

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hot friday all the way around

yesterday was the best Friday i have had in a while.  first, it has become absolutely gorgeous here and was in the 70′s yesterday.  second, i had a half day morning job so i got to actually enjoy the sunshine for a bit midday before going to my other job.  and most of all because [...]

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validation is nice

last night was basketball and i was so excited that my Spartans won!  it was a close one but they pulled it out.  so i was dancing around my living room with “yes!” punches in the air lol.  today i cleaned up my apartment a little and started hanging up pictures, changing some out of [...]

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what is dominance?

i have been reading a lot of blogs lately that are participating in question and answer month.  if you have any questions you want to ask me, feel free to leave a comment. i was reading on grace’s  blog the other day and she was talking about how to explain dominance and what pushes your [...]

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labels

i taught 2nd grade yesterday and as they were drawing pictures for an assignment i told them to label everything that they drew.  they looked at me like i was speaking a foreign language.  finally one of them said what is label?  remember when i said i am a middle school girl…that is what i [...]

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letting go…

lot of thoughts, emotion, blah today… no i am not getting stuck in overthinking again…i try to steer pretty clear of that these days because it just gets me in trouble.  i know that ragging must be right around the corner because this morning my boobs seriously hurt, my god. and i cried during a [...]

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Never say never

we were in the chat room the other day and the topic of sleep came up and the deprivation of it.  i said that i could never do that.  He said never say never.  i said ok but it just feels that way.  time went on and nothing else was said about it.  then two nights ago, we were [...]

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obedience and fear

obedience…i always thought that i was a pretty obedient person, but then again we never want to think of ourselves as being disobedient, do we?  but i am sometimes and at those times, i don’t even think of it that way.  i get frustrated and take it out on people…i am being disobedient by not [...]

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