New tattoo

it was a choice she never knew she could make a concept too big a dream from which she would awake   the smile was there it shown on her face but the contentment was missing she couldn’t quite get to that illusive place   it was circumstances that formed it that is what she [...]

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why is quiet so hard to take?

life is bustling all around caught up in it my mind is racing and thoughts abound   the stillness, the quiet almost impossible to find or is it a fear stuck in my mind   if i let the silence in what else will follow what meaning will come making life less hollow   why [...]

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be thankful anyway…

so i have been working with this girl who is young yes and has gotten in trouble a few times at work.  so with all the negativity that has seemed to come up lately (it comes in cycles at work i have found) she has jumped all on that bandwagon and has an attitude that [...]

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eggshells

i wrote this a few months ago and thought i would put it on here.  i am not sure that it was finished but it’ll do.   Each step she takes is light and measured The crunching beneath can hardly be heard   But every crack in those shells that she treads upon Is like [...]

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One too many times

One too many times she’s got up off the ride Looking for that place to be alone and hide   The fear welled up within her She let it steal her away Now her regret is crashing in with the light of day   One too many times she sank into the sand Giving up [...]

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empty

she opens her heart she wants to give but the emptiness inside has its own objective   stumbling around it is like a blindness she cannot figure out what is amiss   she just keeps walking throughout days and nights thinking that eventually everything with be alright   but she cannot give what she does [...]

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gasping choking desparately trying to get some breath thoughts swirling, blackness threatening a quick spurt of precious air   every nerve end tingling heartbeat racing pushing past the frustration patience is key   eyes wide open even as tears stream down letting go and just feeling trusting   struggling with desire swimming through it all [...]

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the choice of happiness

it was a choice she never knew she could make a concept too big a dream from which she would awake   the smile was there it shown on her face but the contentment was missing she couldn’t quite get to that illusive place   it was circumstances that formed it that is what she [...]

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One day…

it’s His hand on her back His form by her side His gaze that captures her from which she will never hide   it’s safety and guidance protection and peace it fills her with warmth please don’t let it ever cease   to close her eyes and feel Him to be held in His arms it’s what she dreams of everyday that she will be captured by that [...]

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writing

the darkness i fear it, yet into it i am drawn the desire, the intensity brings a calm like the dawn   cravings and desires they stir deep inside surfacing the things the things which i must hide   pierced, branded Your ownership clear the feeling of protection the safety and peace i hold dear [...]

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