Happenings

hmmm where do i start?  it has been a long time, longer than it should be.  i love writing  here and think it is so helpful just in getting things out.  it just falls by the wayside sometimes and other things take up the time.  i guess i will go with bullet points as that [...]

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i don’t want to trade

so I have been thinking a lot lately about how God can do so much for us, why He wants to be with us, we are not that great and I am not just talking about others but me too. We have been studying the nature of God at church and I just have been [...]

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i did go to Half Price books yesterday and found a book that i am excited about. it is called “Bound” by Sasha White.  it looks pretty good and after reading the first chapter, i would say it is most likely a keeper.  i also bought the movie “the other Boleyn girl.”  i had wanted [...]

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knowing myself

today there was not much snow but they still called school, much to a lot of people’s surprise.  i was thankful that my second job told me i could come in and work all day.  it was a good day.  i could feel changes in myself though.  i work with this girl who asks questions [...]

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milestones and lessons learned

i have been thinking about 2008.  i wanted to look at things that happened and things i learned as 2009 starts off.  so here goes…at the beginning of 2008 i started substitute teaching and the lessons learned there just keep on coming…everything from what i would love to do with my own class to things i [...]

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my thoughts, jumbled as they are

i was asked today how i was and i said i was fine…then asked how i was emotionally, again the same answer. yes the wall was up because i really didn’t want to talk. the other person was honest about how she was emotionally and that opened to door for me to do the same [...]

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letting go…

lot of thoughts, emotion, blah today… no i am not getting stuck in overthinking again…i try to steer pretty clear of that these days because it just gets me in trouble.  i know that ragging must be right around the corner because this morning my boobs seriously hurt, my god. and i cried during a [...]

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Never say never

we were in the chat room the other day and the topic of sleep came up and the deprivation of it.  i said that i could never do that.  He said never say never.  i said ok but it just feels that way.  time went on and nothing else was said about it.  then two nights ago, we were [...]

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choose, choose, choose

i worked at the CU today all day because they were short handed, very much so.  i was glad to help because that meant a. i didn’t have to worry about getting up and looking for a job and b. i could stay up later and sleep in.  for about two hours there was only [...]

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the past…

i was watching a tv show on the internet this morning and this guy said something that i thought was very interesting.  he said that a yoga master of his had taught him at one point to never live in the past tense.  it was never i was, they said, they knew…just right now in [...]

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