ahhhhh, TGIF!

the weekend is here and boy am i happy for that.  today was busy and although the good side of that is the day flew, i did find myself getting stressed.  i told one of my co-workers that i wish that i knew how to not let myself get overwhelmed.  there usually comes a point [...]

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it begins…and i hope it continues

today after work i went to the fitness center and did a workout on the treadmill.  wow those things got complicated.  i got on and looked at it like what do i do now? LOL  but i got it and it was a great workout.  i am glad that i did it because it made [...]

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working with friends…

Friday i was annoyed at work.  although i love fridays because it means that the weekend lies ahead, it also means a very very busy day at work.  it makes it worse because we do not have enough people to work.  the way the schedule has been it does not make sense and i have [...]

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Sometimes i hate being a girl but most of all…

i hate being by myself.  explanation…this morning i woke up excited because i had an assignment to teach finally, only a half day but hey it was something and it would get me started.  i got all ready, checked my e-mail and walked outside only to find that i had a flat tire.  i was [...]

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frustration leads to patience development

last night i was struggling BAD.  frustration was creeping up everywhere even with stupid little things.  i didn’t lash out, i got quiet.  see the thing is even though i don’t bitch or complain, my attitude is still felt, seen.  i wasn’t going in so that everyone would see my mood and ask me about [...]

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reminders

so this morning i went to our meeting for work and was just not in it.  it was boring and i was feeling VERY negative.  they said a few things that struck a nerve with me and i was all over the map…wanting to retreat, wanting to go home, wanting to tell them where to [...]

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over it

i ended the work day today with frustration bubbling inside and displaying themselves as tears in my eyes.  i am just so over being shorthanded and the stress that produces.  i am over them not realizing mistakes that they have made with employee situations and trying to help them make up for that.  i am [...]

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wtf??

nothing new to report on the pain front.  i got to take out the plug right before i went to bed.  i can’t say as though i wasn’t disappointed because i was, but eh no big deal.  things happen.  i slept like a champ and even had some good dreams in there too so i [...]

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quiet

today was fine until almost the end of my shift when i found out that i was going to be getting written up.  i love how they tell you it is coming.  you took this and should have done this with it and so i just wanted to let you know that you will be [...]

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venting

ok, so today was alright in some ways but some things got on my nerves A LOT!!!  so i am going to get that all out here so i don’t carry it into my night with me making me awful to be around.  my biggest pet peeve lately is when i am either talking to someone [...]

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