Lots on my mind so i will just go with bullet points
- so very excited for vacation which is only 11 days away!!! i will get to see the ocean for the first time and hang out with one of my friends who i have not seen in way too long. i miss her so much especially now that friendships here are miinimal at best.
- friendships…my friend who i have distanced myself from, sent me a message about how this has all sucked for her. part of me blanched at that, thinking really? it has sucked for you? because it has been all rainbows and butterflies on my end. i waited to respond and told her that beasically things hadn’t changed and i couldn’t put myself in certain situations anymore. i am not over it, it sucks. losing your best friend sucks.
- work has its moments and i have moments where i just want to be done there, seriously done.
- i don’t know where i am being led right now but i have begun to research teaching in other places. i know that while i fulfill requirements, i can substitute. i just briefly breezed through some sites last night and will probably look up some more today.
but this morning, i am in a parade which i am really excited about! i love parades and walking in one and handing out candy is so fun! so that is me right now. i think that looking forward to vacation right now is my biggest and most needed distraction.
